So this morning when I woke up, my computer was sitting on the log in screen, as the computer had restarted itself while I was asleep. Of course, windows doesn't know why it crashed so it can't fix the problem.
I've also been in a bit of a mental rut as well. My second attempt at getting that insurance job's required licensure, didn't go any better. I take that back ... I did 3% better than last time. At the cost of $68 to re-take the test ... and the current rate of improvement in grades, I'd have to take the test another 4 times at least to get to the required 70%. The bad part about that though, is that comparing my score from last time and this time... I'd improved on some sections, while getting worse in other sections. Yes, overall I got better. But even if I were STEADY at getting that much improvement, that's another $250 I just don't have. Not to mention, that my mindset really has never been that of a salesman. Granted yes, it would be a kick arse job for income ... if I could make it work, I'm just not sure I'd have the proper mindset to make it work, even if I had assistance the entire time.
Things also haven't been going that well on the friendship front of things as well. It seems that I really need to get some form of a job within the next couple years so that I can afford to stay where I am... or I'm going to have to find a place to shack up, or a very nice roommate.
Pile on all these things at once ... yea, the mental drain is huge. On the plus side of things I suppose you could say though... is that ... wait nope... can't think of anything good right now :( Maybe I'll think of something later ... go figure that I've not been steady in updating my blog, but, well, if anyone even reads it, they'll know what to not expect.
PeAcE for now. Enjoy your life, because hell, it could be mine.
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